As all roads eventually lead to somewhere, I keep putting one
foot of front of the other, very determined to finally arrive, at the place I
was always meant to be. It has taken me an arduous amount of time to finally get all of this, but that is okay, the final arrival of me was worth the
travel. It was the matter of terminating and relinquishing my
"no" place for my "yes" place that has brought to me new
life. The beauty of loosing, and then finding myself, I think is what happens
after you have traveled to the dark
This morning I went for an early run, and I
tasted the wind as it blew, I heard something in the silence, no longer
scared by it, or in being alone with it, I held onto the stillness in me. The sculpture of me was always there, it was the chiseling
away of the rock to get to the sculpture that took time to reveal it, as my life
is now, a completed sentence. I think the biggest decision of my life, was
finally allowing me to be me. What an incredibly awesome idea that was of mine,
which only took me half a lifetime to come up with. Wow, talk about a work in progress!
Book Expo America was an eye-popping experience, as I have
come to the realization now that there are actually more than a zillion authors
in this world from every walk of life. It was very educating, and my shoulders
grew stronger from carrying my shoulder briefcase and laptop, and then added
green bags full of book giveaways. I grew taller from pressing shoulder to
shoulder amongst the interlude of other authors, my legs grew stronger too yesterday,
as I walked from the Jacob Javets Center to Grand Central Station at the end of
the day...stopped at a favorite watering hole to quench my thirst, then treaded
onward....yup, you go girl!!
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